Why am i going through this (please read)?

I know a seminarian who had similar dreams. Maybe you are supposed to convert to Catholicism and serve as "en persona Christi" -- in the person of Christ -- in other words, as a Catholic priest. And you can choose to be a good one or a bad one -- It is up to you! I didn't check to see what gender you are, though...One must be a male to be Catholic priest--and don't believe all of the rumors. MOST of them are good. Just the few bad ones get all the media attention. Good luck, in whatever you do! Keep trusting in God and discerning (asking Him what He wants you to do). He DOES speak if we listen. Sometimes, the answer does not come right away, but it does come.