Am I a mild sociopath or a sadist or something?

Well, I am completely incapable of remorse. The only reason I do not commit more immoral acts than I already do is because I don't want to hurt myself. In fact, I'd kill people if I wasn't afraid to get caught. Seriously, I really would. I'd probably like it. I was actually planning to kill someone, but the guy who was supposed to help me backed out and I don't have the physical strength to do it on my own. I, however, am capable of love. Most people like me and I am fairly charming. I lie constantly and I am really manipulative. I have a high IQ and I do fairly well in school, which is amazing considering how absolutely irresponsible I am. I really only do the homework because I think it's fun. I've been kicked out of school three times, the first for ault, the second for threatening ault, and the third for repetitive outbursts. I've broken plenty of laws but I just haven't been caught because I am really smart. None of them were violent crimes, but that's because I am short and thin and I'm smart enough to know I am not strong enough. I've never abused animals and actually they are the only creatures I can identify with. I wasn't abused by my parents, but I was ually attacked in an extremely brutal way at a young age. I'm fascinated by serial killers and admire them a bit. The only reason I have any doubt that I am sociopathic is because I know I am capable of love and I like animals. This sounds a little fake when I read this, but it's honest, and I really want to know out of curiousity.