White Male Question: Interacial Relationship?

I have seen many white males in my time, and they are my ual preference to my own race of black males. Black males act cool and smooth but little do they know I have find white males more cool and smooth in their approach to me and I was amazed. But some of the W males I have seen want to be with me alone and for nobody to know about it. I don't understand why the white males really like black women ually but won't take them around their peers. Are they fearing losing their friends. Family pressure? But trust me when I say, I've had more white males that has outnumbered black males in attraction and wanting me very badly. Even some of my white female friends DAD would hit on me, geez. I had one white male that was married, a lawyer with his own private company and a judge who wanted me to be his mistress. I refused but thought about it, but I knew his daughter and his was married too. Is it because a lot of white males watch the dirty movies and see black women with white males and their are just darn right curious. Again, why do white males want to sleep with black women but don't want anyone to know? What pressures do they have to face or lose for having a black female girlfriend and afraid? Please explain, I just want to know.